I knew I would snap out of this funk I was in, was just the matter of time and I think a lot of it had to do with my sleep schedule. My sleep has been the worst and soon as I took Melatonin it helped but as I write this post, I can only take it for a week then off for a month so I have to try a different method but if I don't sleep, I'll keep myself busy especially in the studio but I have recently been to bed 115 and midnight the last while. With the lack of sleep I was doubting myself but now I am loving life to it's fullest and I am a lot more happier minus the days I kind of snap at anything but there is the highs and lows in your day to day life and that's OK. Thursday was a lot better then what it was before which is good to have those good days. However the day I was down I just didn't feel that motivated to work on anything, just felt like playing video games and it is important to have those down days as well but I mean I diddly daddlied a ton to a point Super Samurai wasn't getting done.
So that is why Super Samurai was cancelled and rescheduled to June 2nd when LR (Larry) will make his triumphed return to this very studio and I cannot wait till he does! It is very, very exciting. I have to remember the positives: I hang out with Eric weekly, Larry is returning to the studio in June so those are things I can actually look forward to as the weeks go on and we get closer to that goal. Anyways I need to finish off Super Samurai before confirming June 2nd is a go. I haven't even confirmed it with Larry yet neither! Anyways even Eric has been in the studio with me for a few minutes and he even signed the sign in sheet. I know during this pandemic I have doubted my content but things have progressed well during all of this changes in the world and I really have stepped up my game and I am nothing but proud of the hard work I have put into all of this despite some of the mishaps that has happened but that will happen at sometime. Anyways that is today's post, I will talk to you all tomorrow.