Wednesday, March 18, 2020
5 Years Ago I Was An Mess
I realize and know being close to a loved one like my aunts, grandma, I knew I was going to be in for a rough time and we all deal with loss of a loved one differently and I guess I lost it entirely and even to this day I regret it but now I know she's proud of me for what I have done with my life, becoming who I am, a better man. Also healthier person, mentally. Anyways I am going to have my favorite drink this afternoon and just sit back and remember some of the good times. Sorry for a short post but better then nothing. I do still miss my aunt but I can always remember the good times I had with her and my other aunts. Also there is pictures that we have I can always look at as we got a ton of pictures of both of em both at the old house in Toronto and also here in my region.
Chris
Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Pretty Excited | Christmas
Few things that come to mind with the Christmas season coming, 1) Finished everything for The Entertainment Man Talk Show except one last set tweaks. I am so ecstatic right now but in the same why a little emotional as this is my first Christmas without my aunt who passed away 8 months ago on the 16th of March. Not sure how I will handle Christmas this year, will i feel emotional? Will I feel fine? Guess time will tell. For those didn't know I was close to my aunt, before she got Dementia i use to visit her 2 times a week. Wednesdays for grass cutting and Fridays for a short visit. So you can see how this Christmas will be tough for me. So you can see i got mixed emotions right now. I don't get to personal usual in my posts but I had to bring this up.
Chris