Showing posts with label gotta fix my sleep. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gotta fix my sleep. Show all posts

Thursday, March 25, 2021

My Sleep Is So Messed Up!

             The reason I was not posting up yesterday was because I was asleep same reason for Facebook and Twitter posts we were up half the night then sleeping majority of the day, sleep has become an issue for me especially and last night was the same thing I was up all or half the night hence I have been busy writing posts like crazy and that is good because that inspiration is back and yesterday I had absolutely no inspiration, nothing when it came to posts but that inspiration has come back and I seem to be back into a more of a smoother rhythm of things. I did not write tomorrow's post as I do need to do a weigh in tomorrow morning to see where my weight is and I think it's gone down as my shirts and pants seem a lot looser then usual so never know and I haven't been eating much since I've been sleeping most of the day and today I think it a new day for me even if I do indeed stay up all day and in bed after Tough as Nails. That would definitely be an ideal situation. However my physical and mental health comes first but since waking up at 11 pm I feel good and if I am silent on social's I have gone down for a few hour nap nothing else. 

              I do have to take care of myself even if I live in my studio 99.999% of the time during the BBCAN9 Season watching the live feeds non stop.  Don't worry moving forward I am going to make sure I sleep and get the work done and my goal for right now is to be in bed by 9 and up by 4 am EST like I was and if I can keep a rhythm like that going then I will be golden and it will help me with my mental health and the work too which mind you I probably could give you guys an update Friday if I am not ready for a weight loss update and honestly I do need to get back to those eventually but I could possibly wait another week and give you guys the Dino Thunder Update as I have been active with it recently and trying to get finished so I can start working on SPD so we can get back to recording in Late May, June and July on this series. Either way stay tuned for further updates!


Chris

Sunday, March 29, 2020

My Mental Health Is Not Great & Updates....

            My sleep is really weird right now and probably has to do with being isolated for nearly 2 weeks now and honestly will be talking about that this week on Tuesday if I remember correctly to when that post is going up. I have found myself sleeping way to early and up during the night like I use to which I really wanna get myself back to a normal routine even with me home 24-7 recently and just hope this is over soon as I am struggling on a daily basis and I just do not know how much longer I can hold out being in isolation but don't forget I am with my parents so that gives me someone to talk to honestly. However what I really meant is I'd like to see other people as it has been hard not to see friends and even texting, IM chatting online or Discord/Skype but more in person. I kind of feel what the sims feels at time desolate not seeing other people and I am starting to sound like Sims. I know my parents been trying to keep me occupied during these tough times. I know I haven't been the most impatient person during these tough times but there is nothing I can do. I can go out for walks and plan to go to the bank with my mom to get out of my area and isn't far to go really. However I am going to more then likely stay in the car but we'll see how I feel. 


             I really haven't been too motivated to do much and trying to get the content out to you guys as much as I can and trying some new things out for the podcast. I think this week I will be taking a small break from bonus episodes but promise you guys I will get back to a every second week schedule after this week.  I am also taking my time off and I may change my time off schedule and work Monday through Fridays this way I take off weekends which means I need to keep to my schedule which is:

7 Days a Week: Blog posts
Sundays: Entertainment Man Podcast- post up the episode @ 1 pm EST
Wednesdays: Entertainment Man Bonus Podcast- Record Bonus episode
                        Entertainment Man Podcast- Record Regular episode
Thursdays: Entertainment Man Podcast- post up bonus episode @ 1 pm EST (Every second week)
Fridays: Entertainment Man Podcast- Sneak Peek @ 1 pm EST


            There is my timetable honestly and looks very busy but the odd weeks that I am not doing the bonus I will always be doing other content or getting that content ready but this schedule will be temporary as I think working during the week is what I need so this will all start Tuesday so tomorrow I will be off then Tuesday through Friday then off during the weekends for the time being until this "Self Isolation" is done and could be another 2 - 3 months where I will not be able to get out but it depends how quickly they can get the vaccine figured out and it will take time to make it and test it out and then administer it to everyone. So I will hang in there and I will talk further what I have been up to during self isolation on Tuesday.



Chris